addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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feeling crappy cos .. today didn't go as planned. sigh. i need need need to work faster faster faster and be more motivated. why am i so slack. ugh!!
i keep thinking about everything and like. gahhhhhhhh. the more i think the more impossible it seems. and when that happens i just give up altogether. that is. really. really. bad. cos failure is NOT an option.
i've stopped remembering. is that bad? if it isn't why do i feel so guilty and. like i'm just running away from it.